Sometimes I Feel....

I have let my boys down. Today I finalized my divorce with their father. That was bittersweet. I never thought in a million years I'd be a single mother, raising 2 boys and feeling alone. I want to give back to them and let them know how much I love them and how much they mean to me. Tonight I sat on the couch with my oldest with him curled up under me and watching skateboard videos. No matter what they still think I am the coolest mom and I can talk to them about anything. They so deserve Green Day. I want to continue to life like it matters! that includes making a dream come true and have them to meet Green Day. I am not giving up, I know that this will come true! I want to see the look on their face when I tell them what they will get to do. I can imagine it now, not telling them until we are getting ready to go backstage and taking that photo of them looking like " mom you can't be serious!" then I can change the title of my blog to My Boys Met Green Day. Send me an angel!!!